I want to show something to u janu ❤️

We didn’t plan this… but somehow, it became

That was the day I had been waiting for. While everyone was busy with the cake, something inside my heart kept telling me—I just want to talk to you. I didn’t know what to call it… friendship, brotherhood, or something I couldn’t even name. I just knew I wanted to talk to you.

I was standing near the door, trying to look normal, when suddenly Anna called me to take a photo. And in that moment, without even realizing it, you became a part of my life. You walked into my home… and somehow, into my heart too.

Tell me… do you think it was just a coincidence, or something meant to happen?

Every chapter led me to you

I truly believe that in everyone’s life, one person comes at the right time… and for me, that person is you. I feel like God made our paths cross, because you brought so much happiness into my life.

I know I made mistakes—actually, a lot of them. I didn’t know how to behave in a relationship, and I’m really sorry if I hurt you. I’m still learning, and I’m thankful to you for showing me what love and care really mean.

You wanted a kind of love that I didn’t fully understand before… but now I’m trying to grow into that person. And honestly, I feel happy that I’m changing—for you, and for us.

The days we spent together mean a lot to me. Waiting for you at the metro, seeing you after your classes… those moments are really special. And that day went  on the steps, just being happy—I’ll never forget it. It stayed with me for days.

Sometimes I wonder… do you think I could ever leave you or be without you? Because for me, it doesn’t feel like that at all. You’ve become an important part of my life. Being with you made my ego and attitude disappear—I just feel real with you.

I don’t know what the future holds, but I just want you to know this is real for me… and you matter to me a lot.

janu y now ur behaveing now like this if u chage only i will and u r not giving impotence menas janu i was at that time is just a degree kada bangaram but this is digital marketing u know how much i waited and how much i cried u know right bangaram and i am forced in this bangaram yes i chaged , i changed my mind set about my career janu not more i am just give to that importance so that the reson u r feeling like i was changed but i am not becouse i i am chaged means i will love other person right i will prove very time say ? i am not the person who lev and love other person and u know how i was u showed me what is love so y i will be lev u janu i never thought that i will lev u and u know r brothers r fighted but still i need u janu i cant be without u and i am saying u one this she is like a friend which comparitive me only helped me when i am in low when u did talked with me i was like i didt not do anything and all r skoldinng me that y i did not completed project so that time she hepled me that she will msg dont worry and i said how much importent to me and she only said she is yours she will not go anywhere and she give me push which no one give me and other people r like bad ra and u dont know the mam and ap anna r good people so that the reson i will be with them and i never missused that janu becoes u know at starting i did even tached u like that only ra till not i never tached a girls only sheckhand and ik no one r with me i need u only i dont want othere and i am missing the nana and bava metu and which u call me i realy missing that ra and i really get angry if u talk with boys and goes on bike and u willl go to eat u only say mandi u want to eat if u save that amount u we can go right u didnt do that u did even said to me and u i ads u pls janu call anty u was like i will be with my friends so i cant anty is that right? and u r the only girl in that how i feel and ur saying tirupati u did went gokarting u did went anty anna is also there right. u r saying like i want to be with grils i want to toch them like that ur saying ego i am saying now also i very loyal to u become i seen in u real love but now i am not seeing that becouse ur like if u chage only i will menas i want o ask u one thing at starting i was like i have ego and all at starting but i am saying u one this u belive or not i dont know when u called when i was at exam in degree time u give me that hope and u gave that trust at that time only i losee thoes and ego janu ones think u only i was very bad at stareting but with ur help i changed that time u didt said to me u should chaged but nuvu ni love tho i changed me ala that is the way janu that is the rigth way pls dont thing like how u r thing now and r sitations r very differant and we should be with each other at this time ra pls one thing what i wnat to say and sorry if i said anything wrong but i need my bangaram back i love u soo much….

Janu, why are you behaving like this now? When you say “if you change, then I will,” it hurts me. It makes me feel like I’m losing your importance in your life. I want you to understand one thing clearly—yes, I have changed, but not in the way you think.

Before, I was in my degree… life was different. Now this is my career, digital marketing, and you know how much I struggled for this, how much I waited and even cried. I was forced into situations, and because of that, I changed my mindset about my career. I’m just giving importance to my future—that’s the only change. Not my love for you.

If I had really changed in that way, I would have moved on to someone else, right? But you know me… I’m not that kind of person. I don’t leave and love someone else. You are the one who showed me what love is, so how can I leave you? I never even had that thought.

Even after all the problems, even when our brothers fought, I still chose you. That should tell you how important you are to me. I can’t imagine being without you.

About that girl—I want to be honest. She is just a friend. At one point, when I was low and everyone was scolding me for not completing my project, she supported me. She told me not to worry, she gave me strength when I needed it. That’s it. Even she said that you are mine and you won’t go anywhere. I never misused that friendship. You know me from the beginning—I never crossed limits. I’ve always respected you and every girl.

But there are things that hurt me too, Janu. When you go out with others, when you don’t tell me, when I ask you to call and you say you’re busy with friends—it hurts. Not because I don’t trust you, but because I miss you. I want to spend time with you. I want to feel that same importance from you.

I also feel jealous sometimes, I won’t lie. But that’s only because I love you. Still, I know I should handle it better, and I’m trying.

You once gave me hope—the day you called me during my exam time and said you would stay with me no matter what. That trust changed me. That love removed my ego and attitude. You didn’t force me to change… you changed me with your love. That’s the real way, and that’s what I still believe in.

Right now, I feel like I’m not seeing that same love from you, and it hurts. I don’t want conditions in our relationship. I just want us to understand each other and stand by each other, especially in tough times.

Our situations are different now, and that’s exactly why we should support each other more, not push each other away.

If I said anything wrong, I’m really sorry. But all I want to say is this—
I need my bangaram back. I love you so much.

Janu,

I don’t know when or how you became this important to me… but today, I can clearly feel it—you are a big part of my life.

Yes, some things around me have changed. My career, my responsibilities… but one thing that never changed is how I feel about you. My love for you is still the same—real and honest.

You are the person who showed me what love means. Because of you, I changed. Not because you forced me, but because your love made me want to become better. That is something I will always respect.

I know I made mistakes, and I’m truly sorry for the times I hurt you. I’m still learning, but one thing I’m sure about is this—I will never be disloyal to you. My loyalty is only for you.

You are not just someone in my life… you are someone I chose with my whole heart. Your presence makes me feel calm, happy, and complete in a way I can’t explain.

Sometimes I may not express things perfectly, but my feelings for you are real. I don’t want to lose what we have. I just want us to understand each other and stay together with love and trust.

You are very important to me, Janu… more than I can put into words.

I love you.

I don’t want a love that fades with time—I want something like Shiva and Parvati, a bond that stays strong no matter what life throws at us. Just like they stood for each other and fought for their love, I’m ready to do the same for us. With you, I don’t see something temporary, I see a future, a lifetime I want to build together. I want to walk beside you through every high and low, growing together, supporting each other, and becoming stronger every day. You inspire me to aim higher and be better, and all I need is your support to keep moving forward. Stay with me, believe in us, and I promise I’ll stand by you till the very end, no matter what.